So it's official...

I've fallen. Glad he was there to catch me. I've never had a conversation so deep and heartfelt in my life. I cannot explain how much it means to me that he sees me the way he does. He sees me for me. I'm not an object to him. You know, I wondered for a long time if I would ever find someone who would love me for me. I don't have to try to impress him. It's like he doesn't care if I'm in sweatpants with no make up and my hair all messed up. It's so foreign to me. I wish I saw him more but I suppose that old quote is true "absence makes the heart grow fonder." I'm the luckiest girl ever to be able to call him my boyfriend. I hope he realizes how awesome he is. He's a keeper. Truly.

Simple things...

As chaotic as life may seem sometimes I do my best everyday to enjoy the simple things. With the stress of classes and the drama that seems to be constant sometimes I need to just stop and color a picture, look at the stars, think about how blessed I am in life. I always let the stress of everyday life get to me, and although it's important, a lot of the time I stress way too much over little things that will not matter even a few months down the road. It seems as though there is always something or someone who needs my attention and a lot of the time I forget to take care of myself. However, I've met someone who has taught me that I need to stand up for myself more and take a breather every now and then. God didn't give us to the gift of friendship for it to constantly stress us out. He gave it to us so we would have a support system, someone to lean on if need be. I've always felt like I had to be the strong one. To be there for everyone else when their world fell apart. Now.. I have finally found someone who it's okay to fall apart to on occasion and I know he'll be there to help me pick up the pieces. I've never fallen quite so fast before and although it scares me I've given up on guarding my heart cause I figure it won't get me anywhere. Guess I'll just see where life takes me. To be honest I'll be happy as long as I'm in his arms. That's all I've got....